Another Expectation !

The following seems to be the half reality of life: (excerpt taken from the 21 OST-Time 2 Pretend)

"I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life.
Let's make some music, make some money, find some models for wives.
....

This is our decision, to live fast and die young.
We've got the vision, now let's have some fun.
Yeah, it's overwhelming, but what else can we do.
Get jobs in offices, and wake up for the morning commute.

Forget about our mothers and our friends
We're fated to pretend
To pretend
We're fated to pretend
To pretend

I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms
I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world
I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home
Yeah, I'll miss the boredom and the freedom and the time spent alone.

There's really nothing, nothing we can do
Love must be forgotten, life can always start up anew.
..."

The seond half is the following:

Die doing anything n everything for the people u care n love, be it parents, friends, love of life, partner of life, relations etc.
Any amount you do for them, lot more gets unnoticed and you are left with a disgusted self image
In the end, you did not do enough to be worthy of being with them
Your every step is judged in their frame of reference and hence you are awarded n punished both at the same time
Ultimately people will ask for ur soul to rest in peace for they do not want to be haunted by it
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I believe that it holds some part of each one of our lives.
I am not the one to suggest what to do.
I do what I think is right. That need not always be the right thing to do. To err is human but to hold grudges against that error of someone is inhumane
I just hope people who know me, care for me or whom I care about, realise this.